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When We're Gone

by BettySoo

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1.
Listen 02:54
Listen to the hum of bells waiting to ring To the held breath of a swimmer diving To the stars in our sky no longer shining To the rhythm of words on a page Listen to the crackle of a wood bridge burn To the tires spinning out on gravel and earth To the cry of a baby just after his birth Slapped into life by an able nurse Listen to the moan of a hurricane wind Tearing through homes like kindling Never knocking once just bursting right in To the sounds of play of the children missing Listen to the ocean when he ravages the cliffs To his claim that he takes only what’s his To the gulls that scatter, looking for lift When he beats against the rocks again Listen to the sigh of the patient who reads What’s not being said but what’s plain to see To the sun in the west looking east You’ll hear my heart when you leave
2.
It’s the brother who never writes anymore The uncle you never heard mentioned before The dad you didn’t know left when you were born A mother who leaves her child behind at the store Life don’t work out like the plans you’d drawn Had yourself some dreams now the wishing well’s gone Family can’t make things work on the farm Big city living can’t keep you warm A hundred different ways of being alone What you thought was true love left you wanting more A girl sits alone on her living room floor Boy turns away before he knocks on her door Neighbors don’t ask what he’s there for You’d leave this town but there’s nowhere to run Things you used to love don’t bring no fun Sick of wishing every night you had someone Called everyone you knew, but nobody’s home A hundred different ways of being alone New man in town’s got your girl on his arm Careless thing you said caused so much harm Nothing’s the same as where you come from Beat you’re walking to ain’t such a different drum Tried to be a new voice, but your song ain’t your own Tried to make a mark, but you’re still unknown Tried to take a chance, now that bird has flown Left nothing here for you but rag and bone and A hundred different ways of being alone
3.
Last Night 03:53
Last night I saw you I saw you smile, and she smiled too She smiled at me, she smiled at you She said something soft Her hands locked on the crook of your arm She looked back at me, but you never stopped walking I called your number I called your number all night You were in the arms of another The close arms of another last night Last night How long does it take How many breaths in and away Does it take for a jealous heart to break I called your number I called your number all night You were in the arms of another The close arms of another last night Last night Always wanted the wrong things Always hungered for the wrong things The greenest peach The palest cherry Always trusted the wrong things Always treasured the wrong things The tired rope swing From a crooked tree
4.
Summertime 03:13
Oh, ohh, ohh, summertime Oh, ohh, ohh, oh summertime Oh, ohh, ohh, oh summertime Summertime Swam so far it made you nervous The push and pull pressure of the sea Lungs collapsing, eyes stinging Your heart was diving deep, deep, deep Burned your feet running cross her sands Now she’s clinging to your back, your neck, your hands Legs browned beneath the hem of a salt stiff cotton dress Now crumpled on the floor, a crimson mess
5.
She’s got scissors on the table and a clock on the floor Ten pointing at the mattress Two pointing at the door She’s got a picture in a locket of herself at fifteen Just one key on that same chain turning her heart green A room with a wall hung sink A bag full of shoes The things she left town with An old toothbrush and booze She’s got razors and journals all smooth and clean Lined pages as empty as the sum of her dreams She’s got a hoodie for cold nights and cigarettes for food Matchbooks from restaurants Late night tattoos A phone with three numbers One brother and home An ex-husband who’s long gone Left her high low alone She’s got forty-two dollars Still owes rent for this week Needs thirty-eight more or she’s back on the street She’s got pictures from magazines folded so neat Tucked into a Bible so no one will see She wears a faded black dress Cotton barely holding on Seams stretched and puckered Like the inside of her arms A fading memory of love Barely holding on Scarred, bruised and tattered Like the skin on her arms
6.
Josephine 03:01
Another night he'll be home late Lipstick smear still on his face And the morning will be hell When she won't want him to tell But when the lights go down on the room And the spot shines on the bright blue plume Tucked in a band around a delicate wrist Floating in the dark ‘til the hand cues the pianist And it's Skylark…Sweet falsetto rings in the air Catch your breath while you stare His face like an angel singing a lover's prayer Every Tuesday after he locks the office doors Pulls the tie over his head and onto the floorboard Cruises out of the suburbs to the emptying city Everyone's going home but his day's beginning His brown cropped hair drowned by raven curls Porcelain skin stark against a string of black pearls Good old Joe becomes lovely Josephine Still every eye closes when he starts to sing And it's Skylark… The melody drawing you in with every tone The longing that you hear feels like your own Til you find your heart's true home
7.
Hold Tight 03:46
When love shatters Shards, fragments fly everywhere Splintered hearts, wounded pride Black powder shame hanging in the air Casings fall soft on carpet Next to the bags by the door Every move is in slow motion Pull the pin and hit the floor It’s your pattern of disruption Striking everything within your sights I’m steeling for destruction You’re lighting the fuse, you’re ready to fight Waves pulsing in my bones Bells pealing in my ears Since when did this living room Become a battlefield It’s your pattern of disruption Striking everything within your sights I’m steeling for destruction You’re lighting the fuse, you’re ready to fight Pressure pressing down Pressure pressing down Pressure pressing down Hold tight hold tight hold tight
8.
Love is Real 03:33
Sun still melting Ice into the ocean Seems so slow but it’s in fast motion Miles we moved passing by Land that used to grow left bone dry The west Texas sky Midnight moon Bedtime high noon Sleep won’t come (upon you) anytime soon Sweat rolls off ‘til the sheets get damp Can’t get cool under the fan Kick them off pull them up again The hope for love came And left come dawn Left you empty handed and alone Was it just a story The prince who comes to rescue Cuts through the brambles gentle kiss to wake you Does love push through Love is real Time is an illusion Hard to see them pass when you’re moving In a burning down world There’s still one thing that can heal Love is real Love is real Love is here Love is coming Love is gonna stay with you even when you’re running Doesn’t need a lie when it’s seducing Doesn’t give a damn how it can use you Love is gonna heal your heart’s worst bruising
9.
When we’re gone they’re gonna find Yellowed letters scrawled With promises from older days Pictures tucked between poems With faces they can’t name Tokens of love in pockets and boxes A ring you never threw away A turquoise pin on a yellow scarf A tarnished silver heart on a cheap brass chain When we’re gone They’re gonna see All the things we’ve held onto From our hearts’ broken histories When I go Let them be Leave them behind in that house When you come to me When we’re gone Black leather jacket With a cat scratch on its shoulder Oval mirror engraved inside with “Let’s grow older together” A paperback that lost its ending When it lost its cover But the title page read “to my sad girl” Just under “The Good Soldier” When we’re gone They’re gonna see All the things we’ve held onto From our hearts’ broken histories When I go Let them be Leave them behind in that house When you come to me When we’re gone When we’re gone When we’re gone…
10.
We took your seat out of the car After a couple of weeks But your room is still unchanged Yellow and lime Jeans still crumpled in the basket A small tear on the left knee From a big old oak you were proud to climb And some days I just sit on the floor and wonder How did one I’d give my life for manage to leave Everyone said it was a saving grace That I came through alive and fine And nothing heals a broken heart like time But no amount of waiting has healed mine Nothing heals a broken heart Red backpack with Winnie the Pooh Still waiting to go to school On an August morning you didn’t wake to see New pencils and scissors Crayons and glue Zipped inside and aching to breathe And some days I feel like no one else remembers The cartoon faced kid who set the napkins out for dinner Everyone said you’re in a better place And I’d learn to be fine And nothing heals a broken heart like time But no amount of waiting has healed mine Nothing heals a broken heart And some days I just sit on the floor and wonder How did one I’d give my life for manage to leave Everyone said you’re in a better place And I’d learn to be fine And nothing heals a broken heart like time But no amount of waiting has healed mine Nothing heals a broken heart
11.
Wheels 03:57
I’ll learn to take it like a man Brace these punches where I stand Nothing like growing older to see Where the fists are headed before they land I’m gonna learn to laugh it off Shrug my shoulders when they scoff Keep on riding when I kick up gravel Don’t need a big truck, two wheels are enough The days grow shorter as the months roll by Summer’s fading soon and the autumn sky’s Got a cool wet sting to its evening sigh Don’t feel ready for those winter nights But I can’t change how fast time flies Gotta brace these legs, lock my teeth Push these pedals, keep spinning these wheels And wave yesterday goodbye I could have gone a straighter route But they all end up headed south No matter which way the water cuts the land Gonna meet the ocean at the river’s mouth Maybe I’ll reach that center line Where the summer catches up to wintertime The sun will work its best to loosen my skin I’ll worry less about the cold and more about wind Cause I can’t change how fast time flies Gotta brace these legs, lock my teeth Push these pedals, keep spinning these wheels And wave yesterday goodbye
12.
Lullaby 03:18
Say goodnight to the sun Rest your eyes, your day is done Draw the curtains on this starry night Yielding its distant light Say goodnight to the moon While you sleep, she sings her tune Lullaby through the atmosphere So faint it almost disappears Still and calm Sleep till dawn Heaven grant you slumber ‘til then Its watchful eyes Will see you rise When morning has come

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released May 27, 2014

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BettySoo Austin, Texas

In the past ten years, BettySoo zigzagged her way across the North American and European continents dozens of times. The Austin American-Statesman says BettySoo has "exceptionally well-arranged songs, as easily equal in precision to, say, Patty Griffin or Alison Krauss…a confidence that speaks volumes,” and KUT praises her "beautiful, heart-wrenching songs that are also edgy and unwavering." ... more

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